hello i'm in church now =]

=] leon just asked me to update my blog. so here it is. =]

happy belated to Leon Tan, my brother in Christ... =] don't be sad that the rest not meeting u... got us. =] harhar...

i'm doing my essay on milk now... due tmr... ARHHHHH...

harhar... leon is going crazy in the youth room now. -.-///

i shall go finish project. =]

LOVE You Jesus!!!

what i love

taught cheryl and alexander keyboard/piano today...
realised i really love love love teaching...

why can't i just do that now...

i have the capabilities... but no choice?
this is what i call useless.

to my deardear... superman is cuter than tigger... yeah... but tigger is so CUTE!!! =D

useless

what does 'useless' mean to me?
- its not not being able to do things when u can't or don't have the resources...
- it is having the resources and not wanting or moving your ass to do something about it...

alicia... update le lar... HAHA... =] hm... appeal for ACFI failed... piano, as usual... good Lord i'm begging for You to drop a bomb or i dunno what so i can have time to go prac... well...

possession is bliss, providence is blessing... pls bless deardear alex... amen. thank You God... =]

goodbye

Michael Jackson passed away...
=/ saddening... i'll always remember him...

=] O I GOT A NEW TIGGER!!! =D heehee... yay. thanks dear dear... =]

hm... appeal failed. o well. never mind. i know what i'm gonna do. i'll do my final semester while teaching piano. =D YAY praise the Lord!!!

sadness

deardear's in malaysia for church camp... stressed... tired... missing him loads... my heart aches for some reason... i don't want to go to school... i don't want to do anything...

i want to see him. now. i wanna see him now... 'God why can't u let me see him now?' i thought...

allison... worship the Giver... not the gift... worship the God who blesses, not the blessing... i have to remember that it was because God loved me so He blessed me with deardear... yet now i miss him so much and i don't know what to do... God, is this wrong? am i doing something that is hurting your heart? Father, give me comfort, please?

vomited my dinner... brother leon tried to cheer me up...

waited for deardear's message or phone call... waited... waited...

my CUTE superman

=] hahaha... i should record DearDear's laughter... i mean, his evil laughter. HAHA. funny... he sounds like Scooby Dooby Doo... heh... hahaha... =] Lumpy............... i love u. =]

haix. not sure of the appeal... but whatever happens i know i still gotta do what i gotta do... past few weeks i struggled with the 'i don't wanna go to school' thing... over and over again... den even when i got sick, i don't even know if i'm not going cos i can't or cos i don't want to... but thank God for people who care for me in school... my drea friends... =]

Lord, what is Your will for me in this season? i pray that You will strengthen me Lord, and i trust You to deliver me from difficulties i face now in Your time. Amen.

aw shucks

Oprah W you totally proved yourself dumb.

much as i hate to say this, u think u've got brains but please think who gave them to You. that's God. now i seriously wonder why He wasted that time. wake up your stupid ideas.

ugh. i feel so disgusted after i watched some Oprah W Church thing. blinded people.

thank You God

Father in heaven, for everything that i always forget to give thanks for, i give You thanks and praise...

for bringing dear dear alex home safely each time he travels... for bringing me safely wherever i go... for helping me cope with my studies and giving me wisdom to know and understand concepts... for all the material things i possess... for clean water to drink... for food to eat...

etc... sorry... interruption. to be continued, maybe...

Dear Father in heaven, i pray here a simple prayer for my sister, Crystal. i ask for Your loving grace and comfort to be upon her now. help her know in her heart a peace that transcends all understanding, and let the mountain that separates her from You be gone - i pray this in faith and i claim Your promise that it will be gone, if we ask in faith. Father, i pray that may Your Holy Spirit lead her back to Your cross once more, and may she know in her heart that You are a good and able God and nothing is too powerful for You. reveal to her what You want her to see and may she receive conviction so strong, o Lord, that she may take the step of faith to answer Your call. Help her not to be fearful but to trust completely in You for You have never and will never leave her. i ask these in Jesus' name, Amen.