Daddy

Dear God, do You love me? I feel sad, do You know about it? I'm so sick i feel like drowning myself. How?

Dear Tigger... say 'i love you'! =] heeheee. i have a new brother!!! he has the same birthday as my sister! yay. =] brother Tigger!!! =] muakx!

=D monday of term break

met superman on the train... =] *ah ha, lucky i didn't go towards the wrong side... heh*

went to bugis... watch movie on my laptop... ate 'breakfast'... heh... i was still hungry... so we went to buy movie tickets... den went for buffet... BUFFET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!! harhar. =D

but i ate very little today... he kept saying i'll get hungry again soon... tsk. sarcastic. den went up to sit on the floor to wait for movie...

went to buy donuts... bought 12!!! warhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =D heehee...

den watched The Proposal. yay!!! so nice... =]

blarh blarh... he sent me home... and i won cos i said that 153 would come first. HARHAR. =] yay.

o and i broke a record today... i had 7 series of hiccups... -.- i'm a monster... i'm a hiccupster!!! harhar i'm so funny. hah. =] okay. i shall go and call superman to pray. =D

sick

of things i wait for.

of trying so hard for nothing.

of things i do that get me hurt for nothing.

of being sick of thing.

of trying to care.

reading

eyes read... brain interprets... when interpreting is inaccurate, blame the brain. don't blame the source that you read.

eyes see... brain understands... when understanding is incomplete, blame your brain. don't blame the person you try to read.

*you've not changed one bit... 10 years... same old you... selling your fakeness as your true self... proud of it?

Father, I am so confused. Revive me, please?

eyes

eyes... they see... they give signals... they show emotions... most of all, they read things...

need to go to the optician soon...

Father, why do i try so hard? am i pleasing You?

thank you sibei =]

went for dinner at Subway with Bei... den walked around hougang mall... bought stuff. =] thanks for helping me see the shoe i wanted...

when i double triple quadruple confirm i'll use it, then i'll buy it. =D

mooakx sibei!!! i enjoyed... although i felt like i could die hearing her describe her life thus far... HAHA. =]

i want i WANT i WWAANNTT!!!!!!

i want a michael jackson full collection...

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i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaantttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...

recollection

- REMOVED -

*for my best friends to know... =]*

when i knelt before You, Lord, You gave me comfort, You embraced me, You hugged me... You took my sufferings, my pain, all the shame, my guilt and my 'dirtiness' and You put them on the cross. i felt love... i have a new life... with You... my loving Father, the lover of my soul... my Almighty God... thank You... =]