Friday, June 26, 2009

goodbye

Michael Jackson passed away...
=/ saddening... i'll always remember him...

=] O I GOT A NEW TIGGER!!! =D heehee... yay. thanks dear dear... =]

hm... appeal failed. o well. never mind. i know what i'm gonna do. i'll do my final semester while teaching piano. =D YAY praise the Lord!!!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

sadness

deardear's in malaysia for church camp... stressed... tired... missing him loads... my heart aches for some reason... i don't want to go to school... i don't want to do anything...

i want to see him. now. i wanna see him now... 'God why can't u let me see him now?' i thought...

allison... worship the Giver... not the gift... worship the God who blesses, not the blessing... i have to remember that it was because God loved me so He blessed me with deardear... yet now i miss him so much and i don't know what to do... God, is this wrong? am i doing something that is hurting your heart? Father, give me comfort, please?

vomited my dinner... brother leon tried to cheer me up...

waited for deardear's message or phone call... waited... waited...

God still is the answer.

God still is the answer.

why i don't give up on me - my heavenly Father

why i don't give up on me - my heavenly Father