Thursday, December 31, 2009

Jesus is Lord, still is, always will be

reminder: every open wound, every lash of the whip taken, every drop of blood, every tear shed and ever so much more, Jesus came for you and me, for him, her, 'those people' and everyone...

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

shut up allison

This is the last of it.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

blogging is lame?

just got this vibe that blogging is super trouble some and too ineffective in conveying my thoughts...

i should just kill my blog and ... hmmm...

*blank*???

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i am strong, i am smart enough, i will overcome, i will win souls over to the Lord...

my family - impossible.

Dear God, i would like to give up on my dream... if You think i can still take all this, please give me abit more strength because i feel like snapping my lifeline... so, since Your way is the best and the only way, may Your will be done... sorry for doubting You...i can't take all this, but i still love You...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

t.s.u.r.t.

difficult to earn, easy to lose...
impossible to interpret, only possible to be attained, not obtained for free...


why people say girls have '6th sense' and have 'women's intuition'... to me, it's just a 'somehow i know' kinda thing... worst part, to me, is that sometimes when we know something we don't want to know, we gotta make the shitty decision of whether to let the people involved know that we are aware...

cousin stella's wedding this sat!!! =] yay. excited?

seeing them... getting married... how they still argue... i'm thinking, why do couples disagree and make it more difficult to arrive at a consensus? would marriage mean that 'couple-hood' becomes boring and no-fun? would being married mean being serious and mature all the time?

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

studyWAR

why i do the things i do - for the people around me... why i study, for my family...



i think different people have differing perspectives to what is important... i think different people have differing views towards one same issue... i think different people will have differing solutions to problems... i think different people have differing levels of commitment... i think different people may or may not know when to joke and be serious... i think different people have differing expectations of self and others...

i think - i'm different.

books and paper

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*ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh go crazy... -.-

Dear God, I am getting fatter... good and bad, ya lar... if You don't want me to be fatter than i am now, please make me less hungry. Thank You.

God still is the answer.

God still is the answer.

why i don't give up on me - my heavenly Father

why i don't give up on me - my heavenly Father