I am

Being judged.
Unhappy and tired.
Giving in.
Not gonna try to be perfect.
Quitting.

Gonna try to be just me.

Life on earth - talking like an alien

In heaven, I will know I'm pretty enough to not need make-up to look pretty. In heaven, I will know I don't need to look behind my shoulder every time I walk. In heaven, I will never be in need because Daddy provides.

In heaven, I will know the answers to the questions that this world cannot answer. In heaven, I will never find deceit and betrayal.

In heaven, I will be many things but, most importantly, I am His.

And heaven is in my heart. Praise God the Most High!

In my face

Inadequate is the WORD of my today...

I realized, again, that I'm under-qualified... And I have no inkling whatsoever why I would be accepted/hired...

I know I'm supposed to be confident and I should be selling myself. But if I wasn't qualified, who was I to go ahead and qualify myself for an abundantly, over-the-top-ly qualified school?

Yes, I feel kinda afraid. Because I don't wanna be given the opportunity and, then, not excel. And given the outlook of it all, it seems as if I were setting myself up to fail...

I don't like failure... And I'm not very sure how I should feel now... So am I good or not? The people that said I was talented and gifted and special - was that true or not?



~ The one who doesn't want to labour in vain...

Dear God...

How great, how awesome and how amazing it is - Your love and deepest concern for me.

How mind-blowing, how indescribable and how intrinsic Your works - in me and around me.

As I seek You, Lord, as I try and try and still not be able to grasp Your thoughts fully, I submit to Your everlasting reign and Lordship. For it has been done, and I will overcome.

Yesterday's roller coaster is today's tea in a cup.

Thank God for always being there, even when I fail Him an unsurmountable number of times. Thank God for the most gracious loving kindness in His ways of disciplining me when I try to take matters into my own hands and He ends up cleaning my mess and clearing all my sins.

Thank God for forgiveness, such a deep yet loving and glorious concept that binds me with Him and sets me free from sin. Thank God for his amazing ways and unending love.

And praise God, for He made today. :)

New job?

Finally, it seems like there's abit of momentum in my work life.

Cristofori signing on Wed... Looking forward to scrutinizing every detail of the contract... :) it's scary though... :S I gotta make sure I'm confident and prepared... So I can be a good teacher. :)

Exploring other schools too... Children programmes are more popular now... Might venture into it :) found a really awesome school... But not sure I could get in... Praying about it as I prepare my resume for it. :)

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i like this: (from http://theclosetlover.livejournal.com/70993.html)

dancing pixies tunic.......................... =D

i SUPER SUPER SUPER like it!!! =D i like pretty things... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... =D

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Dear dear Monster,

thank you for who you are to me... thank you for loving me for who i am - inside and outside... thank you for choosing me to be your life partner... i love you, and i look forward to whatever the future holds for us in God's plan - i have you, and you have me.

Your other monster-half,

Monssy.