In my face

Inadequate is the WORD of my today...

I realized, again, that I'm under-qualified... And I have no inkling whatsoever why I would be accepted/hired...

I know I'm supposed to be confident and I should be selling myself. But if I wasn't qualified, who was I to go ahead and qualify myself for an abundantly, over-the-top-ly qualified school?

Yes, I feel kinda afraid. Because I don't wanna be given the opportunity and, then, not excel. And given the outlook of it all, it seems as if I were setting myself up to fail...

I don't like failure... And I'm not very sure how I should feel now... So am I good or not? The people that said I was talented and gifted and special - was that true or not?



~ The one who doesn't want to labour in vain...