you have no right to walk my Christian life for me

you said that my parents are responsible for my life. then u say i'm answerable to God about the things i do.

you go on saying i'm gungho and too passionate about going to church. so you say that service, cell-group and quiet-time prayers are enough. i tutor people who are sec 2 and you say i should let people who are better than me tutor them, when nobody is there? you mean i have to be a degree-holder before i can tutor some sec 2? yes? what if i said you have to be a pastor to be able to tell how to live my life?

look at yourself, i don't wanna judge you, but how are u a better christian than i am. don't think u brought me into Christ means i have to listen to you. it doesn't go that way. it is stated in the bible, worship the Lord your God and serve Him only. i don't follow other instructions other than God's word.

you ask me to do what's necessary now. like what? u all adults do things with your head and not your brains. ask me to find a 5-day/week job, den u want me to get a Distinction - to make the dollars and cents invested in my music education bloody worthwhile - that requires at least 5 hours a day. you led me into Christianity and i worship God and i serve Him and now u tell me 3 activities for God is enough. aren't you all freaking contradicting yourselves?

you then say that i should do what i need to do, then you tell me if i'm free i can go talk to my relatives. don't be crazy. what i need - uni plans, packing my room - are all done. and don't expect me to talk to my relatives cos they don't walk MY christian life for me.

so you, should totally stop budging and cutting into my path. get out of my way.

i'm so angry. so angry. so so angry. i'm hurt. you don't spare a thought for other people's feelings and u're in no right to lecture me in my life. look into yours first, i have enough help from the Holy Spirit.

mass-killer.