my CUTE superman

=] hahaha... i should record DearDear's laughter... i mean, his evil laughter. HAHA. funny... he sounds like Scooby Dooby Doo... heh... hahaha... =] Lumpy............... i love u. =]

haix. not sure of the appeal... but whatever happens i know i still gotta do what i gotta do... past few weeks i struggled with the 'i don't wanna go to school' thing... over and over again... den even when i got sick, i don't even know if i'm not going cos i can't or cos i don't want to... but thank God for people who care for me in school... my drea friends... =]

Lord, what is Your will for me in this season? i pray that You will strengthen me Lord, and i trust You to deliver me from difficulties i face now in Your time. Amen.

aw shucks

Oprah W you totally proved yourself dumb.

much as i hate to say this, u think u've got brains but please think who gave them to You. that's God. now i seriously wonder why He wasted that time. wake up your stupid ideas.

ugh. i feel so disgusted after i watched some Oprah W Church thing. blinded people.

thank You God

Father in heaven, for everything that i always forget to give thanks for, i give You thanks and praise...

for bringing dear dear alex home safely each time he travels... for bringing me safely wherever i go... for helping me cope with my studies and giving me wisdom to know and understand concepts... for all the material things i possess... for clean water to drink... for food to eat...

etc... sorry... interruption. to be continued, maybe...

Dear Father in heaven, i pray here a simple prayer for my sister, Crystal. i ask for Your loving grace and comfort to be upon her now. help her know in her heart a peace that transcends all understanding, and let the mountain that separates her from You be gone - i pray this in faith and i claim Your promise that it will be gone, if we ask in faith. Father, i pray that may Your Holy Spirit lead her back to Your cross once more, and may she know in her heart that You are a good and able God and nothing is too powerful for You. reveal to her what You want her to see and may she receive conviction so strong, o Lord, that she may take the step of faith to answer Your call. Help her not to be fearful but to trust completely in You for You have never and will never leave her. i ask these in Jesus' name, Amen.

what's heaven like?

hm... maybe...

maybe God sorta likes Tigger too... or maybe He knows i like Tigger stuff and i'll be in an orange and black-striped robe... HARHAR... or better still maybe Tigger stays in heaven's very own hundred-acre-wood. in heaven's disneyland... =]

maybe i'll be spending time with God... we can eat waffles crisp in milk together... or famous amos cookies... or lollipops... we can admire roses together... den we can play computer games together... maybe we can play piano duets... yeah? yeah... maybe God is the most PRO pianist ever... HARHAR...

ooo... and i'll write songs when i'm in heaven... and God'll be able to read my handwriting... =] YAY.

hm... God's never been swimming right? maybe i can teach Him swimming... HARHAR. =]

i just told deardear i'm praying that in heaven there'd be no bugs or creepy-crawlies... no moths or beetles or snails or flying attacking creatures... well, if there is, i'm sure God will protect me from them, or i'd be able to speak to them and negotiate a thingy so they don't come near me if i share some food with them or what... but yeah... i still prefer if there're none such things in heaven. =]

i love You, Father...

hello my Abba Daddy

dear Father, thank You that i don't need to prove myself worthy or deserving of Your love to receive Your love... i know, now, again, that You love me unconditionally. i know that You love me for who i am. You love me not because of what i can do or what i can become. You love me simply because of who i am. You are happy to speak with me and i know You are proud of me the way i am. even when i fail, i know You still love me and would not put me down. i give You thanks and praise for who You are in my life - You're my loving Saviour, my closest friend, my God the Father, the living God, Your majesty... and i know You're more than i can ever imagine You to be. i'm a princess of God, i'm clothed in the finest royal robe with matching shoes and i have a ring on my finger given by You... i am walking hand in hand with You... i'll play with my Tigger-soft-toy with You and i'd eat Waffles Crisp in milk together with You... i will sit at the piano and sing for You... =]

i love You, Father... i love You.

Love always, Your daughter, allison.

decide?

going to church, coming for cell, doing quiet time...

its a choice that i make a habit.
its a CHOICE that i make a HABIT.
get it?

realisation

i was sad... but you never found out...

dear God, i don't understand why my family would treat me this way... do they love me? i feel alone at home, Lord, and i don't have strength of my own to survive this any longer... my dear Best Friend, sometimes i feel like running away, never letting anyone know where i'd be... never wanting to be found... sometimes i ask if i'm meant to be like this. but i know my Father in heaven has never purposed for man to be alone... and i believe my almighty God's grace is enough to sustain me... the devil will not bring me down. i am standing firm on my foundation, i am depending completely on my Saviour Jesus to deliver me... Father sometimes i feel that no one will ever understand me - maybe not even Alex, i dunno. teach me o Lord how to love and open my heart to someone who loves me so much... help me be bold for the Lord and sing His praises all my life... Abba Father, i don't want to dream a dream and let life destroy it... i give You, dear God, all my hopes, dreams and wishes - they're all Yours to use for Your glory. thank You for loving me and for knowing my deepest longings and my needs. thank You for providing for me all these years and showering me with blessings... thank You for covering me in Your Son's blood and salvation... thank You for lifting me up when i'm down. thank You for being my strength when my own self fails me... thank You for being in control of it all. thank You for planting the dream and purpose You had for me in my heart... and thank You for not giving up on me even when others don't see me the way You do... thank You, dear God, for treasures that have been given to me - Alex, my brothers and sisters, friends, family, relatives, music, salvation, food, water, a bed to sleep in, and so much more... God, You are indescribable... You are a good God and i know You are faithful... i love You, Father... thank You for loving me the way i am...

Lord Jesus, You touch and You healed people. when they believed, they were granted a miracle. i ask for You to give antie Mee Hua a fresh touch of Your loving grace and heal her. Deliver her from pain and suffering so that she will be well again. in all these, the glory is Yours.

i ask these in Jesus name. Amen.

say YAY with me!!! =D

Your result for The Deep and Meaningful Winnie-The-Pooh Character Test ...
Tigger

And as they went, Tigger told Roo (who wanted to know) all about the things that Tiggers could do.

"Can they fly?" asked Roo.

"Yes," said Tigger, "they're very good flyers, Tiggers are. Strornry good flyers."

"Oo!" said Roo. "Can they fly as well as Owl?"

"Yes," said Tigger. "Only they don't want to."

"Why don't they want to?" well, they just don't like it somehow."

Roo couldn't understand this, because he thought it would be lovely to be able to fly, but Tigger said it was difficult to explain to anybody who wasn't a Tigger himself.

You scored as Tigger!

ABOUT TIGGER: Tigger is the newest addition to the Hundred Acre Wood, and he lives with Kanga and Roo, because Roo's strengthening medicine turned out to be the thing that Tiggers like best. Tigger is bouncy and confident -some of his friends think he is a little TOO bouncy and confident, but attempts to unbounce him tend to be fruitless.

WHAT THIS SAYS ABOUT YOU: You are a positive and confident person. You feel capable of dealing with anything and everything, and funnily enough, you usually ARE. You don't worry about much, and you love to go out and find new adventures.

Your friends and family might sometimes be a little exasperated by your boundless enthusiasm. You don't like to admit your mistakes, and when you find yourself in over you head, you tend to bluff your way out of things. You would be surprised, however, at how happy the people around you would be if you would actually admit to a mistake. It would make you seem more human, somehow.

today...

thought of a few things...

(1) reading the bible daily, or WANTING to read it, or even just praying... its a choice... seems like a choice at first... me? i made my choice a habit... just like brushing teeth is a choice that we all made into a habit, we can make praying a choice that becomes our habit. its a good habit, so we tend to keep it and we do benefit from it. =] yay. Praise the Lord...

(2) when someone asks me 'how do you serve the Lord?', i answer 'hm...'

(3) allison - new term started. u gotta study. HARD. REALLLLLLLLLLY hard... really really really hard... haix. this never seems to work. maybe i should make homework my 2nd boyfriend... such a boring boyfriend though... i still prefer my Superman. =]

* i like cookies... i LOVE Famous Amous cookies...
* i love Tigger... how can anyone not love him... he's so cute... =]
* i love God my Father in heaven who loves me so much too...
* Sunshine loves Superman... cow and bull - maybe? HAHA. the eat-alot and eat-ALOT... =]

i'm sleepy. i shall go plant ideas for my HR mgt project... boring...

o. and i'm sick... but i took medicine on my own... i ate 1 Ferrero Rocher, a few other kinds of chocolate, and some Famous Amous cookies... i hope it'd cure me asap. HEEHEE... =] muakx dear dear, thanks for my newest brother. HEEHEE. =]

what a wonderful invention...

=] Goggle: Tumble Time Tigger... =]

TIGGER!!! =] he tumbles... and he laughs HOOHOO HOO HOOOOOO!!!! =]

heehee.