when versus never

since when is it that 'when i have time' becomes EQUAL to 'never'.

when you tell me, that is.

my life is like 'no promisses' and 'no guarantee even though i say so'.

so i go after things that are not secure... day in day out... why? even some things in church are like that. i get bored after awhile...

i'm in a 'last-minute' world.

thank God that He's not like that. God does planning way ahead. i LOVE the way God works. =] if only people DO try to be like Him, that'd be wonderful.