Wednesday, May 26, 2010

just thinking

I.AM.GOING.TO.BURST.
I.AM.TIRED.

I'm grateful for the concern, but what i need is rest.

Monday, May 24, 2010

just thinking

dear Tigger dears, i talk to you all most... thank you for soaking up my tears and mucus... thank you for being soft and cuddly even when i'm angry...

thank you for reminding me of...

just thinking

i guess after awhile, a little while longer, and that teeny bit more... those don't really matter anymore, do they?

what does it mean, sitting opposite of you who scrambled for things to do...

i miss conversations.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

blar

FYI... i have a yellow Woh-Woh... and i have FLUFFY!!! =]

HEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... =] woh woh is a dog... Fluffy is a large baby Tigger =] arrhhhhhhhhh they are so cute!!! =] i'm gonna have fellowship with them =] heehee... they're not very good at English though... HAHA =] i can tutor them!!! =]

*crazy*

just thinking

if i get back to composing, i will need to bring manuscript paper, foolscap paper, pencil, eraser, highlighters, black pen... and my genius-ness... i will need a suitcase.

-.- classical songs are boring... ya right... they're all i can think of. and i LURVE that complicated song my neighbour was playing!!! i bet it's some new exam piece or somethin'... AWWWW so jealous... i want that too. =] it has pentatonic scales and the SO-NICE feel... =] heeeeeheeeeee...

Dear God, i miss my piano...

blar

i was just lookin' at another blog... seeing people do things for cell... i like. =] then again... takes alot of work...

attended leadership and entrepreneurship lecture that day... had some ideas... but... if things are gonna change, i just think that starting from middle-management will not do... if u wanna start from the TOP, start from the TOP.

AGM was like O.O woah... wonder if they'd have that kinda reaction when they have a meeting in heaven... slashing each other and all... where's the love, man...

i'm bored... hungry... but i'm fat... but i'm really hungry... or no, i just want something in my mouth. =( not good...

BUT I WAS REALLLY HUNGRY!!! :( haix...

i kept losing the zitch-dog/bird/plug game to Monster(2)... grrrrr... i wanna win.

last term already... fridays, mostly free... evenings care group... i gotta sacrifice piano... again... i'm SO not gonna be good enough to teach... i don't like it, but i really cannot meet my own expectations and that SUCKS... where's all my passion and discipline man... ugh. allison... allison... drop the BOMB lar... hurry up... -.-

*hungry* *i'm eating Waffles Crisp* *smiling like an idiot* *turning around in my chair* *neighbour saw me* *i pretended to not have seen that*

-.-

God still is the answer.

God still is the answer.

why i don't give up on me - my heavenly Father

why i don't give up on me - my heavenly Father