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you really thought i didn't know...

my weird dad

he was asking me and mum about this bird's eating behaviour...

see, there was this frequent visitor every morning at our kitchen window [that faces a blank wall btw]... my dad always sees him [the bird] there... so last night he decided to put bread out on a silver platter [just a stainless steel metal bowl] for the bird...

behold, the bird did not turn up, so my dad was curious and so bewildered... i'm like thinking, he actually look amazed and happy that there's a bird, like, a BIRD, visiting our kitchen every morning...

i gave mum a -.-|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| face... she said, must be 'cos his [my dad's] 2 daughters are always out and back late and sleeping late and he doesn't really get to see us...

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o btw, my dad recently bought Levi's jeans... yar, Levi's jeans... its really, the real Levi's... years ago, just a S$5 slipper he say expensive and not worth it... so now he says 'i'm becoming cool now'... HARHARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR [the cue for u to roar with laughter now]... i'm like, i should totally go to church in prom dresses and prance about in a lady-like manner...

you are weird

I think we're different - we have different standards.

I think we're different - when we critically analyse, it seems that I am excessively and overly critical.

I think we're different - just face it; i have higher standards than you, and you and i do not agree.

Say, piano... You can go ahead and think normal playing is enough, i shall and will go ahead to think that only above average and distinction-standards is enough. It's where we set the ceiling - mine's higher than yours. Stop comparing, i do not live in your world, i live on earth, and btw in my world, you're boring.

iLOVE

Nodame, u're SO CUTE!!! i LURVE your ROOM!!! =] hopefully one day i can be like her. =] i don't mind having like near 100 Tiggers and soft toys all around my room... =]

iThink

now i know what audacity looks like.

"effrontery or insolence; shameless boldness"...

look at them

was just looking into Facebook, seeing all my UoN batch mates in the UoN ball... prom thingy... all looking gorgeous and really beautiful and... sometimes, just thinking if the sacrifices i make for the things i love, compared to the friends and potential friends that i've missed out on being with... was it worth it...

today, Pastor Fuji said we're to remember, simply, what would Jesus do? so to me, while going for the ball thingy and all that seemed 'world'-kinda stuff... getting pretty, going out, celebrating, going crazy, etc... but then again, those were friendships dear to me that i guess i have neglected... while they were havin' fun and going all out to be looking their best at the ball, i was in church doing stuff... events, ministry, service...

were they worth it? i guess it'd be too early to compare fruit of friendship in school versus fruit in ministry, but either way, i choose and i chose ministry... i think that's what Jesus would do... yeah i know i could 've had a balanced life with school, family, friends, going out, church... but then again, so could Jesus... but he didn't go out and have fun - he put all he had for us, for me...

eventually, i think my decision was right... because i think i will be storing up treasures in heaven... instead of just pretty memories on earth... =]

just a thought. =]