yay =]

hey hey dear world... =]

okay... we're together... =] 21 oct 2008. =]

yay i'm so glad i saw bug yesterday... =]

anyway i'm having flu... i think i was abit sad today... and piano didn't really go well lar... sorry dear, bear with me awhile... Huggies =]

hm... been thinking about why i went into uni in the first place... hm... it's like i suddenly don't have that kinda drive to study anymore... maybe i chiong too much in jc... i just want to live a simple life... why can't my parents approve and understand...

will i take diploma? of course... but when do i have the time to practice my piano? only God knows...

'm trying to cope with school-work - it's like suddenly i realise our tutorials are a wste of time, yet i never found courage to pon any class... allison, u need to get to your books soon... better not wait for too long. =]

HUGGIES dear world... =] Huggies Father in heaven...

i gtg... byby =]

Au Revoir!!! =]

blur me... hahaha =]

i think i'm prob blur for a good cause...

anyway... here's what...





he told me he likes me... =] hehehe... so sweet lar. =] hahaha...

but... God shall be our main focus here... what came to me to day was this... Jesus, my FIRM FOUNDATION... =] and Lord Jesus, i'll never ever let u go... =] God is my first love and will always be... my hubbie is my number 2. =]

i got a new brother tigger!!! =] hehehe... yay =]

okay okay... alli, go do your accounts... NOW...

=] Au Revoir!!!

no distinction

128 / 150... 2 marks to a Distinction....

Alex was so sweet today... harhar... he said i was special. hahaha. =] hardly anyone'd say that bout me. though i know i'm special... HARHAR [so bu-yao-lian man]...

but somehow i still feel like crying... haix. i worked so hard for it... so hard... so hard... so hard... so hard... so darn hard...

how many times my fingers bleed, my nails chip, my skin peel and my fingers ache... cos of practicing in the air-con... and i didn't get distinction that i was CAPABLE of getting...

i just had to freaking freak out during exam...

and i'm Top CMS student... i think i'm the joke of the year...

Dear God, i know i didn't do well, but i still trust You... please take this sadness away, i can barely stand it any longer... maybe my parents are not very proud of me now, but will You be? if You are disappointed, i'm sorry, i'll work harder in anything else You ask me to do...

haix. i'm sad but i'm not that sad. this is so agonizing...

*CRIES* haix. i failed man... Miss Koh... u dumb ass...

haix...