no distinction

128 / 150... 2 marks to a Distinction....

Alex was so sweet today... harhar... he said i was special. hahaha. =] hardly anyone'd say that bout me. though i know i'm special... HARHAR [so bu-yao-lian man]...

but somehow i still feel like crying... haix. i worked so hard for it... so hard... so hard... so hard... so hard... so darn hard...

how many times my fingers bleed, my nails chip, my skin peel and my fingers ache... cos of practicing in the air-con... and i didn't get distinction that i was CAPABLE of getting...

i just had to freaking freak out during exam...

and i'm Top CMS student... i think i'm the joke of the year...

Dear God, i know i didn't do well, but i still trust You... please take this sadness away, i can barely stand it any longer... maybe my parents are not very proud of me now, but will You be? if You are disappointed, i'm sorry, i'll work harder in anything else You ask me to do...

haix. i'm sad but i'm not that sad. this is so agonizing...

*CRIES* haix. i failed man... Miss Koh... u dumb ass...

haix...