oh boy...

hello world...

i was SUPPOSED to be studying... i came online with the intention of doing IRHR [org behavior] notes on M.Word... ended up being on the phone with Penguin [valerie the crazy girl] and talked to her and Twin [cherylynn the cat] on msn... and they were LAUGHING at me...

twin challenged me to eat one Mega-Burger every alternate day after exams... HAHAHA =] i'm SO up to it man... =] 50kg here i come!!! =]

MOO-arh harhar =]... penguin just can't stop laughing and i can't stop laughing at her laughing at me... and she laughs at me and i laugh at her again, so technically we are laughing at each other laugh at each other... HARHAR... omg sounds farny... hahaha =]

my hubbie is sick today... =/ went out to eat buffet at Pariss at M.Square... den watched CHIHUAHUA!!! =] den went to explanade... watched the jazz people play abit [a pity, couldn't really keep time, and the saxophone guy is so so not Kenny G who is so so awesome... hahaha] den walked around... den i managed to WIN my hubbie, and i convinced him we go off at 845... den in the end left abit earlier... cos he wasn't well... fever and flu and cough... aiyo, make me feel guilty lar... ___ dear, i TOLD u that u weren't well, u don't believe me; i should SO be a doctor... next time listen to me k, otherwise i won't let u bring me home in future. hahaha... =] huggies, get well soon!!! =] ___ cab home... den he went home... den Sunshine [moi] went to bathe, den put the roses in a nice cup, den called hubbie, prayed, hubbie went to lala-land to recuperate... and i studied...

so now. i'm supposed to be studying... and i'm blogging... for the obvious reasons... =]

dear Alicia and Tara the squirrel and carolyn and whomever... =] sorry lar... i know u miss me and i know u know i miss u... anyway... i rEALLY do. =] bei, i owe u movie marathon hor... and your b-day pressie. =] soon. after my exams... =] love ya all crazy animals alot!!! =] Take care and God bless k... =]

okay. i shall go study now. as in, really. yeah. =]

byby world... =] *cowcow waves* =]

huggies dear earth... =]

huggies Abba Father...

love my twin

hello world!!!...

yeah my twin, cherylynn... =] she tied plaits for me today during stats lab class...

harhar... =]

love u twin!!! =]

harhar... and i love my dear too... =]

okay. gonna go back to class... byby... =]

Au Revoir... =]

why is it

yea... why is it... dear world...

i'm nice. people are troubled, i'll be there to hear them out and support them if i could.

yet... they worry that something happens to me if it's a male that i'm talking to... he's my junior... wrong to watch out for him... he's troubled, wrong to pray with him on my own... he doesn't want to tell other people but me, wrong for me to even LET him talk to me alone...

i'm sorry... for me, things just don't flow this way lor... i'm stuck in between... if u want me to be confined with RULES as to HOW i should HELP and SUPPORT my brothers and sisters in Christ, then fine.

i won't care any less; i won't care more either.

i'm pissed off. yes... i just don't see how this works lor... seriously... Jesus worked with males and females, in groups and alone... come on...

why am i disappointed... i'm not supposed to be... i have a dear that was WAY beyond what i prayed for, and i know to have him is my blessing... look at the things now... caroling, in a mess... p&w team, in a mess... youth, in a mess...

someone asked me if ever i would leave, when that would be... haha... looks like it ain't anytime soon... so much needs to be done... when i was free and offering my help, nothing was done... now when i'm having exams soon and swarmed by priorities they come and put me ic for this and wanna "bring [me] up"... how right is that...

is this the Lord's timing?

huggies Father, i love You... =]

dear world, i will continue to pray for u... =]

and to me dear hubbie, thank God for u... =] such a wonderful wonderful blessing to have u in my life... =] huggies. =]

and to my animal friends and friends... God bless you!!! =]

and last but not least, dear brother tiggers... =] u are SO adorable and lovable... =] love u loads!!! =] hehehe...

Au Revoir!!!