why is it

yea... why is it... dear world...

i'm nice. people are troubled, i'll be there to hear them out and support them if i could.

yet... they worry that something happens to me if it's a male that i'm talking to... he's my junior... wrong to watch out for him... he's troubled, wrong to pray with him on my own... he doesn't want to tell other people but me, wrong for me to even LET him talk to me alone...

i'm sorry... for me, things just don't flow this way lor... i'm stuck in between... if u want me to be confined with RULES as to HOW i should HELP and SUPPORT my brothers and sisters in Christ, then fine.

i won't care any less; i won't care more either.

i'm pissed off. yes... i just don't see how this works lor... seriously... Jesus worked with males and females, in groups and alone... come on...

why am i disappointed... i'm not supposed to be... i have a dear that was WAY beyond what i prayed for, and i know to have him is my blessing... look at the things now... caroling, in a mess... p&w team, in a mess... youth, in a mess...

someone asked me if ever i would leave, when that would be... haha... looks like it ain't anytime soon... so much needs to be done... when i was free and offering my help, nothing was done... now when i'm having exams soon and swarmed by priorities they come and put me ic for this and wanna "bring [me] up"... how right is that...

is this the Lord's timing?

huggies Father, i love You... =]

dear world, i will continue to pray for u... =]

and to me dear hubbie, thank God for u... =] such a wonderful wonderful blessing to have u in my life... =] huggies. =]

and to my animal friends and friends... God bless you!!! =]

and last but not least, dear brother tiggers... =] u are SO adorable and lovable... =] love u loads!!! =] hehehe...

Au Revoir!!!