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YO YO WORLD!!! =]

belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! =]

okay... long time no update... anyway... hm...

okay... camp was great great GREAT!!! =] basically, great. =] i'm glad to see some of the newcomers join us for service... =] WOOHOO... =]

yeah... apologies to Bei... after my exams, i had a week to prepare for camp, den the camp took my entire week, den after the camp we had the week of Christmas with the service and the many preparations etc... den it's this final week left, and i rushed to change my lecture grouping... =/ sorry bei...i owe u 2 movie marathons k... =] anyway u take care hor... don't always eat heaty stuff... =] and thanks for being such a CRAZY friend of mine... =] miss ya!!!

hm... and there were many stuff... many... o yeah... spent Christmas with my superman, Alex... =] yay... thank God mum and dad allowed... ooo and biao-yee came to spend Christmas with us. =] i hope to see the whole malaysian family real soon!!! =]

spent one afternoon out shopping with mum and dad on sat... bought S$200 worth of stuff... my gosh... my mum was in such a glorious mood. HARHAR =] den had to rush to do usher duty for Boys Brigade event at church... ended up playing piano while pris foo led... yeah...

i'm quite happy with the timetable, =] fridays are free for me to focus on piano and cell group. =] YAY =] den i can resume my 2 hour quiet-time for fridays... =] WOO yay =]

its just amazing... how much God loves me... how much He has blessed me... =] thank you Father...

haix... on the other side...

sometimes things get abit tough...

family, relatives... all the times i just feel inferior to sis...

and when i have to pretend it doesn't matter when people say things that hurt me...

God, i can only depend on You...

and there's another, yet again, problem...

shouldn't be, but yet... the feeling keeps probing me...

what are you? if u're not up to any good, please leave me... i don't like this feeling...

i'll be 20 soon...

when? when am i going to fulfill my dream?

ever? or never?

Father, i can only trust You...

when i finish studying at 22... will my parents still rule over my life?

will superman and sunshine last?

Father, only You know all...

God, i trust You...

i'm holding on, never letting go...

You are my last bit of hope...

dad went out... i'm gonna play piano... =] WOO yay =] huggies world, get well soon!!! =]

Au Revoir!