reasoning my life out of others'

i think we don't put enough effort into being a Jesus to our friends.

i think sometimes we choose WHO to be Jesus to...

i think sometimes we choose WHEN to be Jesus...

i think sometimes we choose WHERE to be Jesus...

i think sometimes we choose NOT to be Jesus at all...

perhaps we could have done more...

perhaps things would be different...

perhaps i could have given up more...

perhaps people might understand...

maybe they think some people think too much...

maybe they don't see the point...

maybe they think other people will do it...

maybe they just don't see that that 'other people' is me.

how i wish i can just disappear and leave the work to the rest.

but then again, the rest may very well be 'anyone else but me'.

who cares.

God.