it wasn't that

i'm still uneasy, uncertain and unassured. i'm afraid of what's to come, but i don't think i can predict the future... well, its in God's hands - that's the only thing that assures me.

my snail-shell is growing in size, i guess due to my growing brain. HAHA.

i told Mr. Crane not to visit me so much already. i like my new weight but superman wants me to go back to original. and something's wrong with my system again... eat less burn more?'

is there 'think less accomplish more' in this world?