are we?

dear brothers and sisters...

we spend time shooting each other with scriptures, arguing about what WE think the scripture says, INSISTing what we feel about Christ, SEEing only ourselves in Christ, and so much more...

i just read this website and people were arguing about sin, infant baptism and some crazy doctrines... i read people stabbing each other with sarcasm, spite and selfish defence... using the Bible.

if you didn't understand what the Bible says, what's the point in insisting others who give you new insights are wrong? and if you do, is your understanding based on His divine impression in your heart? was it just you - all the 'I feel its ... I think its this... I KNOW its this...'... and i detest the part about 'Bible says this so i tell you its this...'...

the Bible is not to be defined by us. is it so difficult to see each other the way Jesus looked at us? if Jesus were to write something in the forum regarding what you said, what do you think he'd say? did you say those things out of love?

in about 1 million posts, i see about 2 posts asking each other how things were, family, kids - some really nice loving people... out of the others...

we're Christians... are we? are you? or are you just disguised as one?

if its a mask, stop all this shit, take that false-front out and face it; whether you like it or not, God is watching, we all know it. even as i'm writing this, i know He knows what i was going to say, i'm sure He saw what i saw. i dunno what He's gonna do about it. but i can't just sit here and wait. God calls people to move, for Him.

i moved. i did something. because i love - or rather i try.

how about you?

i spoke, with as much love as a sinner like me can genuinely do so... did you?

tired... thank God for everything... i guess i saw all this on purpose... its SUCH a wonderful motivation, although its abit crude to say so... yeah... motivation... to read the Bible... =]

haix. so many things are happening in church. why? how? when? where's He?



Lord... in Your time... =]