better in time

hello world. i'm back on track.

just spent a week going to and from church. spent alot of time with church people, esp ruth and rachel. the two girls are abit more special to me, maybe cos' they're from hihs too. haha. hm. not bad lar, just that i could have spent more time on piano.

today piano, i got scolded. and i really wanted to burst into tears. i went back to church after lesson, den sat outside at Parish Hall, den i was like, dead. den ruth came out, den i buay-tahan, i told her i wanted to cry cos i was damn stressed. den she's so sweet, go borrow key for Goodness Hall, and i was abit reluctant at first cos i was scared of someone who kept pestering me [i can't say the person's name yet lar, but i try not to burst out in rage or fly at him in temper, thought it's really difficult, seriously], den she said she'll open the door den i can fly in. anyway later on the person had gone to play with elias, so yeah, i'm safe. har har.

today cell, abit different. alex did things differently. out ice-breaker, lucky i didn't get the forfeit man, hahaha. i did my revision of books of the bible. hahaha. yay. sheena came today, finally lar she. today's cell was great man - thanks alex =).

collected my instrument from mr ng, he drove into church to pass it to me. went into parish hall again, open the case, hua, my lao-gong [i mean, the trombone] looks so shuai sia!!! har har har. i went to do buzzing for awhile den kept mouthpiece back. chatted with alex while waiting for the rest of the cell group to turn up; found out he was a trombonist, but for a year only. hahaha [suddenly i remembered Mr Tan TH telling us during band prac when i was still at hihs that brass players, predominantly trombonists, are good kissers, HAR HAR HAR].

tmr i'm thinking if i wanna go for hihs band, i got my crazy cough again. i won't play if i go, anyway i got no scores cos my printer is down.

o yay. yeah. i wanna say this. praise God. i can't believe all the things He did to me, for me and in me. so many things. i really couldn't have done it without Him.

i'm sleepy. i shall go sleep [remembered, i have to tell ruth to stop dreaming about me and that guy, horrible girl she, mad mad mad]. i hope ruth and rachel will take initiative to learn and study hard, i think they can both do well if they want to. and i pray leon and rachel and whomever is learning piano with me will be well-taught by the Holy Spirit, and that the Holy Spirit will be my guide as to how i am to teach and impart my knowledge to them in the most precise and clear manner.

just picked mei from side gate since she had no key. she walked like a zombie. for a few moments, i was thinking if it's me, i'd probably have to walk alone, no one to lean on except God, no one who cares if i reach home with peace-at-heart except God. but well, i'm the da-jie, i have to be strong.

haix.
and one more thing: thank God for music in my life. =] i just LURVE it.
Au Revoir!!!