uni-blues

went in to MDIS to look, as mum ordered...

o man. i'm so sad now. it's like SO many universities and i dunno if by taking anyone of them, other than the 3 local uni, i'd be less advantaged. its like, i dunno. being a university graduate and being a degree holder is totally different. it's difference is by that much of having campus life and pressures.

thinking about things, i dunno why i applied for business under sim-UOL when i hated accounting. i hate numbers already and u ask me do accounting. auditing sounds easy but it's so blardy difficult. mum told me to look into tourism and hospitality management. subsequently i also looked at marketing, which isn't so much of accounting.

=/ what's gonna happen to my music den. i still wanna learn violin/viola, i still wanna master my trombone, i still wanna do so many things... i'm so so sad...

arrg. i'm so sad. shit shit. shit. shit... =(