finally the time to go online

yo yo world. hello!!! huggies world. har har...

i am FINALLY online [shit. is it finaLLY or finaLy? which spelling? omg, dumb cow brain of mine -.- ]. talking to Reetha my fellow moo-moo online. she skipped class and is in the library, she says the class was "no point". haha... den we talked about the part of the bible where John had to interpret the Pharaoh's dreams, and that she and i are the cows inside [-.- yeah, spare me the reetha's moments man], and now she's confessing to climbing over the fence when she's at SRJC [omg lar, that woman, she's got mad cow disease already].

o well... updates updates...

THURSDAY: lunch with bei: [i went early to see XieLi first, KY wasn't working when i went there, o well] we went compasspoint for lunch, [met sarah and wanling there, so we shared table] ate at mos [bei shared about her shuai-J2 with wanling, since wanling's from SR and in that guy's batch, and got email contacts etc so 'll see if wanling knows the fella when bei scans the photo to show the guy's shuai face. but i don't think he's THAT shuai lar, cos i can't even rmb his face, dots, bei don't kill me ah. hahaha]... movie with bei at vivo. we watched Over My Dead Body [super nice, i liked it, very cute lar] and Superhero [bei liked this one more, but it's like so much sexually-suggestive scenes, i think it's abit too crude lar, the jokes were SO SO SO lame, they can even be funny, and that stupid bei says i lag when i laugh, wth. hahaha]... went home after eating at Mac at hougang mall.

FRIDAY: sick: had to cancel piano lesson [de-de-de-DE, de-de-de-DEH; hahaha, mozart's symphony no. 40 in G minor]. i had the flu and the cough and the phlegm. evening we went to Pepper Lunch for dinner, pre-Mother's-Day celebration for my mum, since she's flying to Europe with dad on saturday [we got the discount, cos mei used to work there].

SATURDAY: mei had tuition, so we went to kovan to eat beef noodles [the lousy one, and it was so super peppery, i had to wash the noodles in soup just so i could even eat it] den me and parents went NTUC to pick up some stuff, den head home. i took medicine, drowsy, fell asleep [slept 1 hour plus], mum woke me up awhile later asked me if i wanted food, i agreed with bachang [i know, bachang again, but it's nice ma,i just don't understand what's so amazing about me liking to eat things over and over again, never hear of craving before meh, wth] den i zoned off again while mum went to pick my sis up. i woke up [2 hours later, hahaha i'm such a pig] and had my bachang. den we went dinner with gramma and all [mother's side family] at Mui-Chun [Plum Village Restaurant, at upper thomson road around there lar, wherever it is] den went home with popo [my gramma] too, mum and dad with their farewell ritual of hugs and etc, den they left for airport. i did the laundry [don't gimme the surprised look man, wa lao], machine washed [i shall remember the next time that the 2nd rinse is 23 minutes before i pour the softener -.-] the clothes, hung them up [boy i feel like a mum already], took my medicine, tuck my sis into bed with our brother Tigger [she slept in same room with gramma], den i went to bed, did my prayers, den fell asleep [and hoped all night in my dreams that i won't get blocked nose and have to breathe through my mouth and get a dried up throat in the morning].

SUNDAY: church with sis: went to St. Paul's on sunday, 11.30 youth service ma. sis met new people, etc. had praise and worship [lucky my sis not so shy, she jumps around and worships like us too], sermon [told them i wasn't going for GDOP cos i'm sick], den last song, den end of service, mei and xuexian and i went heartland mall 2nd floor that whatever jap place to eat [ps mei broke her sandals, so she got a new pair]. went back home [reached home about 3], popo's back already. i did my stuff, den i decided to go GDOP [cos i wanted to pray for the people in Myanmar] and i msged ah yee. so decided go early dinner at Mac @ hougang mall, take shuttle out. popo sat beside me in the shuttle bus, ah yee called me, said they're joining us, got bad news for popo, her sis in malaysia had passed away that morning, so ah yee and yee jiong's gonna be with my popo, and i was to decide if i wanna go for GDOP still. i was quite shocked, cos kampo [pronounced kam-por, my gramma's sis] had watched me grow up too, and i saw her at least once a year when she visits singapore with my late uncle cheong [haix, so sad lar, i was like gonna cry on the bus, and i had to fake it and look out the window, and pretend that it's the flu that make me have tears in my eyes]. and then i decided to go for GDOP anyway, for i had felt that, while yes i have lost a relative and should be mourning, the thousands and millions of people in Burma [myanmar, in case u don't know] will need my prayer tonight, so there. i ate dinner, ah yee and yee jiong came, den i left for church [reached church about 5.50pm] den waited for ruth outside sanctuary, i didn't wanna go to parish hall yet, i was afraid i 'd just cry out thinking about kampo and the sweet things she used to say about me. so i sat there alone. i tried to distract my thoughts by reading the Time magazine i brought with me, i read about Burma and the cyclone Nargis, gosh, i saw the pictures [wa lao eh i wanna cry sia]. at that moment, all the more i was convinced that i had to go for GDOP. so yeah, ruth came with rachel, i told them about kampo, and i asked for a hug, got the hug [i felt better after that], we went towards parish hall to look for the other youths since the bus was here already. den went up the bus [mini-bus, to be exact, and we squeezed up, not went up], i sat with ruth and rachel [3 of us in 2 seats, lucky we're not fat], and the bus went off. played bible games on the bus, i realised how fun it is to know the bible [so what Vicar said that day during sermon is right, Christian life is interesting] etc. den we reached indoor stadium, got the green tickets, went in, quite nice place [esp if it's band concert, omg so cool sia] it is. during GDOP, Marcus msged me, asked if i was free to go for musical with his family, and i was like -.- cos it's like after such a long silence, he randomly ask me to go for a musical. i ignored earlier when i didn't know who msged me, den he msged again saying reply please. i ignored again after seeing the msg, den i concentrated on praying, for the government of Singapore, for Asia, for the different nations, my group prayed for Krgystan [we took turns to say prayers, rachel spoke in tongues, hm but sounds like the same thing alot of people say, whatever], den split the whole population in the stadium to pray for different issues, my group was in the arena at the front, so we prayed for Contemporary Issues. it was quite late by the time we ended. i looked at my phone, marcus gave me a missed call, i asked ruth what to do, to say yes or not, i think it's quite rhetorical, cos in the end, i asked my heart and my heart asked God [felt abit weird lar, cos like break already, and i even asked marcus if he asked the correct person], and soon i got the answer, and i replied marcus saying i'd go. Sharleen was like asking and asking, issit my ex, what happened, etc. whatever. den went up bus, ruth and rachel and sharleen was SOOOOOOOO NOISY, i think the deaf can hear them too [HAR HAR HAR, i'm so bad sia]. FINALY reached church at 10+. i said goodbyes, told rachel to pls go to school tmr [that's today, monday] den me and ruth ran to the bus stop [i passed her some loose change with the 5 cents so she can take bus], 136 came and i went up with some of the church adults. i sat alone, thinking thinking; before ending the conversation with Marcus, i had asked him to pray for me, cos i needed to go home to handle a possible crisis [dunno how gramma was after hearing the news], and i prayed. den i wanted to cry and i asked for the Holy Spirit to come and fill me, to give me guidance. den i felt a peaceful calm in my heart. i alighted, walked home [actually i sorta flew, in light steps, like running but walking or both, sibei don't laugh, i know, i'm a bird], towards side gate, i felt abit dizzy [think probably cos of my wheezing nose], i thought about my shuai-ge-in-lime-green-trunks, den suddenly i thought about Marucs too, den i slapped myself awake, continued walking home, the compound was so dark sia. nobody at poolside, no security guard either. reached home, door wasn't locked [i panicked for a brief second, thought there's something bad that already happened], went in, popo was okay. ah yee and yee jiong still there. i hugged popo, den i shared about GDOP with ah yee and yee jiong and mei. den ah yee and yee jiong and gramma left, cos next day [that's today] they're leaving for malaysia. den i bathed [did my usual night routine, while emo-ing in the toilet cos i sorta miss my band days, about what Rev. Edmund Chan from CEFC shared during GDOP], mei went to sleep, i made sure things were proper [doors locked, curtains closed, etc], den i went to pray at my bedside [actually, i was standing on my ladder =) hahah], i reflected alot, cried abit, thought alot about my life, and i asked God for renewed faith in Him, and i clasped my hand tight [ps. this speaker at GDOP shared that a guy from dunno which country said that when u clasp your hands or stretch your arms with an open heart or kneel in prayer, satan and the evil spirits will flee from you, for it is an outward prophetic action to proclaim that God is victorious and He has won and we shall always be protected by the Holy Spirit] and i prayed for Burma again. den i went into bed, i did my Quiet-Time, i offered my life to Jesus once more, [ps. marcus msged me saying "hope you are better. i'm going to sleep" and i felt abit weird like why msg me this, but i replied saying "'m better. thanks. goodnight"], i msged mum to update her things, replied sihui's msg, said one last prayer for my piano, den i slept with SUCH a peaceful heart. felt great. no, awesome.

TODAY: i'm gonna practice piano for awhile. i'm contemplating if i should go HIMB today or on Saturday instead. dinner tonight will be at compasspoint, with yee jiong and mei.

i just had corn-flakes. o man. i'm gonna eat left over pizza.

o ya, that bei told me she couldn't let me devour her cookies cos they were SUPPOSEDLY so wonderful that they've been gobbled up by her family. hahaha. eh, come on lar, what are frens for, i told bei make some more for me. HAR HAR HAR...

WA HAR HAR HAR... evil laugh, sounds more of funny den evil. hahaha.

i've decided, i wanna be myself. MYSELF. as in me, but not Allison kinda me, but Allison kinda ME, u get it?

=] yay =]

i'm going to read the bible now. =] no. i shall go micro-wave the pizza first, let's hope the microwave oven doesn't explode on me [ps gramma told me that i can't microwave eggs, well, i learned something new last night. hahaha]...

BYE BYE...
Au Revoir!!! =) [ps. wow, i LOVE my life man]...