blardy stress or just gone mad

ARHHHHHH HARRRRRRRRRRRRR HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

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ARRHHHHHH harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... o man o man... i don't care which uni. i only care WHAT course i do... and i have NO IDEA what i want for my future.

what's my interest? music. what else? how can i say i'm interested in retail, my parents will kill me sia... what else? sales? [sales, i can work as Managing Director of Market] i said marketing, but i dunno how to survive in it.

i only know how to study. shit lar. education in singapore only taught me to study. shit. thanks man.

stress... =/ 'm talking to mali [aka chan mali chan, aka may yee]... parents are our banks, so our future, since it depends on them, gotta be partially decided by them too... well... i shall wait till i am MY OWN BANK den i make my own sui-sui [anyhow, nice-nice] decision to study music.

tmr going out. watch superheroes. i hope i can cool down man. if not i think i'll drive bei nuts liao.

har har. talking to bei msn now. tmr we're going compasspoint in the afternoon [since today i didn't go, i wanna go tmr, see XieLi awhile, cos she called me today, said she's quite sad about sha-shou... den meet bei] for lunch, den go vivo, shop [i wanna buy my MNG top!!!], movie at 5 [ends about 6.20] den go home. =]yay...

bei said "(((:"... i was like, "HAR HAR u got hoo-zi" and i explained that it's actually "hu2-zi3"... funny lar... and she decided to faint, on msn, and so i told her stop fainting, since she sleeps for SUCH LOOOOOOOONG hours already and doesn't need to faint... har har...

i'm mad. haix. dunno i'm mad or crazy or siao or all of the above... shit... what's with me. lucky i haven't start talking to myself. if not, cham... har har...

ooookay... i decided i was momentarily mad. now i'm okay. i'm half dying, talking to bei. that animal is so horrifyingly lame...

byby. =]